London, Sep 17 (PTI) Former Spice Girls singer Mel B has written an emotional note to her father, apologising for “my mistakes”.

The 42-year-old singer, who is currently mired in a bitter divorce dispute with ex husband Stephen Belafonte, said her father’s death gave her the “clarity and strength” to get her life back on the right track.

Mel lost her father, Martin Brown, to cancer in March.

“The pain of loosing my daddy is beyond anyone could ever understand, but in the mist of all my raw emotions and pain of his passing he gave me the clarity and strength to set my life on the right track.

“…And I’m so thankful of this awakening, from March 4th when he died I now live in my truth to correct with no shame the life every girl/daddy’s girl should live,and that’s a life with no fear or disrespect, but a life with ONLY love and respect and honesty, dad I love you but I would give anything just to talk you one last time just so you no how much I truly love you.”

She continued, “And no matter what anyone says or anyone does I will ALWAYS and forever only live this way so I hope you forgive me for my mistakes and trust in me that my eyes are now wide open and I want to do you proud from here on.”

This is published unedited from the PTI feed.