Sushant Singh Rajput’s death has broken many hearts and his close ones still miss him everyday. Bhumika Chawla, who worked with him in MS Dhoni: The Untold Story, has penned an emotional post after 20 days of his death. In the post, she reveals that she wakes up every day thinking of the actor. She further says that she does not know what took his life and questions if it was depression or something professional. She further adds, he should have spoken as it is not easy to survive in the industry and ‘It is What It is’. Also Read - Karma is Waiting! Manoj Bajpayee Backs Milap Zaveri After he Slams KRK For Being 'Horrid' to Sushant Singh Rajput

Her post reads, “It’s been almost 20 days… and I wake up thinking of you. Still wondering what it was… one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together…. Was it depression – personal — then you should have spoken… If it was professional – you had already done such good films.. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful. I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good (sic).” Also Read - Sooraj Pancholi Dismisses Having Connection With Disha Salian, Says 'Never Met Her, Found About Her After Sushant's Death'

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It’s been almost 20 days … and I wake up thinking of you . Still wondering what it was … one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together …. Was it depression – personal — then you should have spoken …. If it was professional – you had already done such good films .. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good .. Yes there are times when you call or message people from the industry ( Bollywood or other places ) most people are really WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside — THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS …. THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you – but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them , they say we will see …. or smile it off ( though I never believed in doing that earlier , I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work -) … YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything … I choose to say that it’s ok – maybe one doesn’t fit the bill , the role and so it’s ok ….. POSITIVE …. and finally if there is any thing more to you going than professional disappointment , or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai … kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta … lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ….. …….. if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was … until then FINAL GOODBYE …. PRAYERS FOR YOU – wherever you are and prayers for your family

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Speaking about her experience in the industry, she wrote, “Yes there are times when you call or message people from the industry ( Bollywood or other places ) most people are really WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside — THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS …. THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you – but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them, they say we will see…. or smile it off (though I never believed in doing that earlier, I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work) (sic).”

“YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything … I choose to say that it’s ok – maybe one doesn’t fit the bill, the role and so it’s ok ….. POSITIVE …. and finally if there is any thing more to you going than professional disappointment, or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI, Naam deta hai… kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta… lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI…. if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was… until then FINAL GOODBYE …. PRAYERS FOR YOU – wherever you are and prayers for your family (sic).”

Sushant Singh Rajput’s suicide case is being investigated by Mumbai Police. The Bandra Police has recorded 28 people connected with the actor.