London, Jun 25: Actress Jessica Alba has revealed her first pregnancy was not planned. The 35-year-old actress and her now-husband Cash Warren are proud parents to Honor, eight, and Haven, four, reported Femalefirst. “It (the pregnancy) was not planned, but I was like, ‘OK, this is where my life is going. I always wanted to be a mom’,” she said.

However, although it wasn’t something that wasn’t initially on her agenda, she believes little Honor actually helped turn her life around as she found herself going through a “crisis” just before she realized she was pregnant. “My sexuality made me very uncomfortable. I remember my first Maxim shoot, they were telling me to pose a certain way, and I was like, ‘Agh! I’m 19. I’m a virgin. I don’t even know how to do that.’ It was so awkward. (ALSO READ: Jessica Alba spotted flaunting her sexy bikini body in Hawaii)

“I sort of went through a life crisis. I was like, ‘This isn’t what I set out to be. I’m so much more than this, but I don’t know how not to be a sex symbol.’ “