It is Mother’s Day 2018 today and most Bollywood celebs on social media have been posting happy pictures with their moms, making us smile. But here comes a post that is not only heart wrenching but truly truly numbing as well. Sushant Singh Rajput lost his mother a few years ago. The actor had been very attached to her untimely passing away hasn’t been easy for him. Today on Mother’s Day, the actor took to Instagram to share a post, where he talks about his Mother. If you may recall, the post, and the lines written on it, are the same as the one SSR had shared last year in December on his mother’s death anniversary.

However, there is something more to the post. Something that you need to look more intently to not just see it but also understand and feel the emotions behind it. The post reads, “This day I lost you ma, As long as you were, I was. In your memories I come alive Like a shadow Just a flicker Time doesn’t move here It’s beautiful It’s forever..” And there,  there is something else written on the page, without using ink. It reads, “You promised you would be with me forever and I promised I would keep smiling, no matter what. It seems we both were wrong mother.”

Read Sushant Singh Rajput’s emotional post on Mother’s Day

In an earlier interview to a news daily, Sushant had opened up about his state of mind when he had lost his mother. He had said, “I didn’t cry when she died. At that point of time, I was thinking why I was not crying. Probably now when I look at it, we cry because there’s a strong sense of loss. And hence we cry at the thought of losing someone we love. I changed on realising that she was dead and no matter what I did, I wouldn’t have her back.”